because its been a while since i've poured.
04-02-09
Take a look back on past words and realize the change in the energy pouring through my fingers at ever new instance. Every feeling.. memory.. impulse would seem foreign to small wandering girl that looking upon a picture now would find a reflection close to bigger than life. The strength that seemed to be found in the silliest of adventures. In a tiny apartment with other wandering feet... with no other purpose than to escape from a not to bad reality. But what is the purpose of late night ramblings that eventually come to a close. when it all comes down to honesty? what needs to be said more than anything? I am falling in love with a life. a heart. a person. Constantly surprised by my own abilities and each new adventure I want to take... a pride has set in and I hope it is as apparent to the outside world as I make it to myself. and as for my heart. I find words pouring through my skin when there is not enough breath left to sigh. When the taste of skin seems to be the only thing rolling off my tongue and a smile seems to be the only emotion that I can muster. and behind eyes that reflect all the words that I cannot find. Its all seeing a sunrise behind each set of closed eyes.. because of the certainty of the promise of something new. and a reflection waiting to be seen.
yesterday ~ tomorrow
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