..a far off song..

..Highschool Dealings..

..College Ramblings..

..~*Poetry*~..

..~ Newest Songs ~..

09-22-08 - goodbye of sorts.

08-30-08 - shambles

08-12-08 - Mind and Body.. Amused

09-13-07 - doesnt quite flow... but then again neither do I.

08-21-07 - ..undone.

07-23-07 - -

07-08-07 - Sinking.

06-28-07 - pointblank

06-23-07 - undescrbed.

03-29-07 - pushing away

03-12-07 - just another night.

10-29-06 - simplistic

10-22-06 - In a moments thougt

10-22-06 - In a moment thougt

10-28-06 - lost of words

09-16-06 - bright red is unmistakable

07-24-06 - -

07-18-06 - the keys

07-12-06 - redness

06-19-06 - Dear Participants of my life...

04-30-06 - deffinatley no suckage there.

04-30-06 - There was deff no suckage there.

04-02-06 - ..because this is it to me.

03-29-06 - Summer breeze will make me feel fine

03-14-06 - midnight ramblings that smell of chlorine

03-04-06 - i shouldnt even have to explain

02-21-06 - how far?

01-30-06 - ..so lets be natural

01-12-06 - lets be one.

12-06-05 - No worries.

11-23-05 - as much as I can put into words

11-07-05 - ....gotta fix this somehow

11-06-05 - feelin a bit poetic

10-31-05 - seems corny but it makes me smile

10-16-05 - ...to be

10-11-05 - Weathered Heart

09-16-05 - just call me jockey because i rode him like a horse named lightning in the kentucky derby

09-11-05 - lets just all be so damn cute.

09-03-05 - ... just another night on campus.

08-23-05 - Sydney

08-21-05 - Bellybutton to Bellybutton.

08-18-05 - after a night filled with dreams of you.

08-10-05 - Moving back to snhu

08-01-05 - needed to fill some space

07-07-05 - just fill in the answers because I certainly dont have them

06-30-05 - Just something.

06-06-05 - it was nice to be in a zone

04-30-05 - Hazy words

04-12-05 - too many sleeves to wear

04-04-05 - MacroRap

04-01-05 - OMicFe

03-21-05 - painted wings

03-14-05 - a poem of sorts

02-26-05 - Convictions

01-25-05 - and yet another poem

01-08-05 - Fuck Teen Idols. Especially Britney Spears

11-11-04 - ridiculously confused

11-02-04 - i swear im not crying right now.

10-17-04 - Just more words.

10-04-04 - all i can write about apparently

09-03-04 - escaping my body is a neverending wish.

08-19-04 - seemingly unrevealed

08-13-04 - needed to write

06-22-04 - faded glimpse

06-21-04 - 3 shooting stars... and 1 single wish

06-16-04 - a rhyme at midnight

05-15-04 - sometimes its easier than others

04-02-04 - its everything i cant try

03-05-04 - reminisce in silence

03-04-04 - why am i asking permission for this again??

02-12-04 - maybe im finally seeing it

01-01-04 - rememememeber

12-27-03 - i figured i should ask

12-26-03 - my dream of dreams

12-15-03 - only the US can save the galaxy

12-13-03 - 2 in 1

12-10-03 - and dont forget the cocoa

12-07-03 - sonnets when stoned

12-03-03 - Carpet skiing

11-29-03 - this is only a D-

11-26-03 - Who said it had to be funny?

10-12-03 - dont cry.

09-29-03 - what happened?

09-20-03 - lips

09-16-03 - webster my ass

09-08-03 - my poem to you

09-01-03 - stylo

08-25-03 - blue lighter

08-16-03 - no more cold

08-15-03 - We are

08-14-03 - a nights dream

08-07-03 - rhyme

08-07-03 - where

07-02-03 - wiggle

06-18-03 - why wasnt i wearing any pants?

06-03-03 - come over

05-29-03 - mayeb [you]

05-20-03 - are you still here?

04-01-03 - h e MUSIC a r t

03-22-03 - beautiful sleeping

03-12-03 - Why my dear?

03-05-03 - not enough time

01-26-03 - beauty

01-23-03 - reality

01-20-03 - and its only a dream

01-08-03 - im f*cken daring you

01-05-03 - this is me melting

12-22-02 - just something...

12-12-02 - goodbye

12-01-02 - more than anything

11-18-02 - god damned ortho

11-16-02 - just can't wait

11-12-02 - i don't....need........you.......

11-11-02 - xxscreamingxx

11-07-02 - off?

11-05-02 - and another....and another...damnit not fair

10-24-02 - what are you doing here?

10-21-02 - toohard

10-06-02 - why?....why not?

10-02-02 - just tired

09-22-02 - Ugh!!

09-21-02 - my neck is lonely

09-12-02 - art class hiding

09-01-02 - simple?

08-12-02 - Sometimes

08-11-02 - My eyes are dialated

07-01-02 - Hot summer nights

06-27-02 - pitter patter goes the rain

06-18-02 - no is strength

06-18-02 - empty empty empty...why am I so empty?

06-10-02 - My nose is peeling

06-02-02 - too little....always

05-15-02 - I promise

05-06-02 - inspirez

04-18-02 - this just in

04-18-02 - i gotta q for ya....

04-16-02 - a poem for better hopes

04-12-02 - Good-bye

04-11-02 - kenny's house

04-09-02 - and then when i thought it was over, there were still more tears

04-09-02 - don't know what to do

04-06-02 - just.let.go.

04-02-02 - i looke pretty when i cry. my eyes shine blue against the red.

03-26-02 - thud...ya that was my heart

03-25-02 - short entry of random thoughts

03-20-02 - *sigh*

03-19-02 - maybe if I was beautiful.

03-05-02 - Just Me

02-25-02 - Never Stop Dreaming

02-20-02 - cookies serve as much comfort as seeing a demon jump out at you in the dead of night....there magic is gone...no more good left....empty

02-17-02 - Always and forever

02-17-02 - Dream Land

02-10-02 - i wish I had a collection of fat purple teddy bears

01-23-02 - Gross.Gross.Gross.Gross.Gross.Me.Gross

01-16-02 - My ABC's

01-10-02 - I don't relate. I just understand. Or is that relating in itself?

01-09-02 - blackfish you have won my heart

01-08-02 - its so nice and quiet

01-02-02 - desperado. great movie. amazing song. ya

12-20-01 - just another reason

12-17-01 - One piece of writing..............in attempt to sum up part of my life....

12-16-01 - I'm sorry that I killed you

12-13-01 - just ask yourself one question..doI feel lucky..well..do ya?

12-10-01 - this is the real me...disease..ucerative colitis...colonoscopy...4 colonoscopies...ya and i was awake for 2

12-07-01 - just look in the mirror and repeat "you are beautiful, you are amazing" and your self esteem is surely to rise

12-05-01 - burning emptiness fills my tears with no hope for love, no want for love...ever again

11-28-01 - oo oo waaa...oo oo waaa...of cource they are musical tones and not absent minded wailing

11-05-01 - parabolas and day dreams

11-03-01 - sick....no more remission....damnit....im sick

10-22-01 - tearssobbingchokingcryingtearsflowingtearshurtpaintears and the end result is always tears

10-18-01 - DreamsThoughtsFearsProblemsHeartSoul..ME

10-16-01 - completley and utterly smitten

9-25-01 - random thoughts on a nice night

9-21-01 - tears, rain......and football

9-20-01 - one entry , 2 poems, you sure you can handel it????????

9-13-01 - My head & My Heart

9-06-01 - My heart and all of its questions, strengths and faults...

9-01-01 - Do I tell? Do I not?

8-30-01 - me

8-29-01 - I try

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